Mommy Diaries.

I've decided to keep you :]

Kahit na pahirapan sa first 3 months. Natiis ko naman ng 2months eh. 1 more month to go, yakang-yaka ko na to!
Don't worry, I won't give you up that easily. Sign lang ng weakness yung inattempt ko dati. May konsensya naman ako eh, and I didn't study in a friggin' private catholic school for 12 friggin' years for nothing. Alam ko kung ano ang tama at mali.
I choose to do the right thing :]

I will work hard to give you the best life you could ever imagine. Gagawin ko kasi ayokong magsuffer ka sa mga kagagahan ko. Hindi mo naman kasalanan na mabuhay ka kasama ko. Kaya nga ayaw kong makaexperience ka ng hindi maganda. Only the best for you from me. From us.
I PROMISE.

O sige, I PROMISE TO DO EVERYTHING TO FULFILL MY PROMISE TO YOU.

Only for you :]

Uhh..

Tapos na short story ko! 'Cause I'm feeling extravagant and hello, Friday na ngayon. Muntik na kong murahin ni Ate Gema, sabay joke lang! ako.. takot ko lang dun. Ayun, maraming bura eklats yun kasi handwritten :)))))

Goodluck kung mabasa niyo ha!

Btw, I saw my ex-boyfriend's girlfriend wearing
the black and white hoodie that I gave him.
How sweet .

Sorry sa mga scriptwiters..

Nagmumukmok lang naman ako ngayon sa bahay. Like 2days na kong nagkukulong sa room.. Eh pano ba naman kasi, yung 20 pages ko na short story na ang deadline eh sa Friday na eh.... HINDI KO PA GINAGAWA. Hehe. Ang pathetic ko kasi nagdedepress depresan ako instead na gawin yung story diba. Sira ulo ko talaga.

Bitin.

It's a good thing there's plurk noh? I mean, I was at Trinoma kasi the other day and I got to bring my brother's laptop (unauthorized, of course hehehe). I was waiting for my bitchy friends, who're ever sooooo late ya know, at Starbucks. I went online and checked my plurk account (after so many years months) and saw @#%&*!'s plurk that says, "Kasama si *** sa krispy kreme, trinoma. Hinihintay sila ***** at *****. Dalian niyo!"

Uhh.. how gay, I thought.

All of a sudden, PANIC. Putangina!! @#%&*!'s here in Trinoma!! Today?! Right now!? Sheeeeeeheeeeet!

Ano ba yan. I'm wearing shorts and sando and he's here pa in Trinoma! What if he sees me?! What will he think? Na I'm so squatter?? Na I've become very manang unlike the modelesque girls he mingles with everyday?? Na I look so dugyot!! GAAAAAHHHH!!! I can't let him see meeee!!!!!!

Super panic ever, I called Sarah, with only 16pesos worth of poverty load and told her to get her butt here already because I'm sooooo...
Ja: Nawiwiwi na ko!
Sarah: Edi mag-cr ka muna! I'm still here in Makati and God knows when this traffic is going to end.
Ja: I can't!
Sarah: Why not?
Ja: I.. already ordered a frap and a cinnamon roll. (palusot #1)
Sarah: Leave it there with your bag. No one will get that noh.
Ja: Are you nuts? I can't just leave my food here. Some psycho might put drugs in there.
Sarah: Hahahahahahahahaha gaga.
Ja: Bilisan mo na kasi.
Sarah: If only I could fly, Ja. If only I could fly...
Ja: Tangena! If my bladder tears open, I'm blaming you!
Sarah: Ccr lang kasi ayaw pa.
Ja: Eeeeh. I have the laptop with me! Alanganamang dalhin ko pa to sa cr? (palusot #2)
Sarah: Ask the guard to watch over your stuff first.
Ja: No! I'm waiting for you. Until you get here, I'm not going to the loo.
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Waaaaaah! I'm soooo desperate. Kasi what if @#%&*! decides to go to Starbucks and sees me there?! Aypota.
I had no other idea but to go to another nearby mall. If I stay there, kahit na gaano kalaki ang trinoma at kahit na gaano pa ko kaliit, makikita at makikita paren ako nun. I don't know how, but I just know he will. If not him, his friends might. So I did the most loser thing ever, I walked all the way to SM north carrying all my notebooks, newspapers, laptop and my frap (syempre di naman totoo na umorder ako ng cinnamon roll no. Palusot nga lang yun.) Ka-iniz!
Just when I got there inside SM, ang stupid kasi dun pa lang ako nagcheck ng phone. Si Maya pala was there in Trinoma na. Argh!! Nahiya naman ako papuntahin pa siya sa SM north just because of my kagagahan, so naglakad na lang ako ulit all the way back to Trinoma. Gusto ko sana mag-cab kaso baka tawanan lang ako ng taxi driver. In fairness, ang bigat ng dala ko ah. But I took that as a punishment for me.

Ang feeling ko kasi.

Eh ano naman ngayon kung makita ako nung lalakeng yun? Eh ano naman kung sabihin niyang mukha akong manang? Ano naman kung sabihin niyang squatter ako cause I'm soooo dugyot? Totoo naman lahat ehhhhh.... huhuhuhuhu :(

O sige, self-pity, GO REIGN OVER ME.


Fate likes to play with me cause when I got there at Trinoma, I saw him.
And tadah! He saw me too.
He smiled.
I waved. At kunware nagulat pa ko na nandun siya. SHAME ON ME. NAPAKA-IPOKRITA MO, JA.
I walked away to where Maya is tapos nagulat ang lola mo, may kumalabit sakin aaand... it was him.
Siya: Hi! Kamusta na?
Ako: Okay naman :)
Siya: Sino kasama mo?
Ako: Friends :)
Siya: Aaah okay. Pumayat ka ah.
Ako: (Who the hell is he kidding?! Tumaba nga ako eh! Iniinsulto pa ata ako. Agh!) Haha hindi kaya :)
Siya: Oo kaya :)
Ako: (pota) Haha :)
Siya: O sige mukhang hinihintay ka na ng mga friends mo.
Ako: Yup. K bye :)
Siya: Text text na lang. Uhm, nagpalit ka na ba ng number?
Ako: Yup. (Ack! Bakit ko sinabiiiiiiiii?????)
Siya: Ah ganon, ano na ba number mo?
Ako: Hehe 091-------- :) (Ay.)
Siya: Okay. Ako same number paren. Sige see you! :)
Ako: Bye! :)


Kinam. Ang tanga ko paren.
After a gazillion hours, dumating din si Sarah. We ate at Sbarro and I pigged out because I didn't have any plans on telling them what had happened. So kain lang ako ng kain while they make daldal the whole time. Then we watched Eagle Eye.
At the movie house, I checked my phone before the movie started and...

"You look good, Ja. Still going to the gym? :)"
- from him

Naiinis na ko. What is this silly game he's trying to play on me?! Hindi ko alam bakit ganun naffeel ko pero tangena, he's soooooooo hot already. Please wag na siya magtext?? PLEASE!

Hindi ko nga nireplyan.

Cheerdance Competition

Congratulations to us BATCH EXIMIUS!!!!

I looooooove you guys and I'll surely miss every little bit of our time spent together!!!
See you all on Saturday! =)

Let's party ya'll!! :)

PS watch din the other video, those are my Trinity Dance Troupe mates/friends ;]
so proud of them!

2nd placer yan. You have to watch the 1st placer's routine and really, DO COMPARE. Nagkatalo lang yan sa haba ng skirt nila at sa sexy-ng likod ng mga fourth year. =p (oh and also their yellow paypay)

De joke lang. (peace!)

But really, 2nd place is THE NEW CHAMPION!!!

We're performing again on our Championship tomorrow ;) WHY KAYA? Super big question 'cause if they liked our routine so much that they want us to perform again, why didn't we win? Some say pinagbigyan lang daw yung fourth year namin 'cause graduating na raw. OH WELL. We heard naman their batch were so scared that we'd beat 'em.

ANO BA YAN KINATATAKUTAN KAMI ;P

(punyetha ang yabang ko ever.) Forgive me.
Medyo nagssourgrape pa talaga us me sa nangyare.
Sooooooooo unfair.
Do watch the 1st placer's routine here.

Hey. We're best in stunts and most synchronized.
Whut else.

I'm not yet dead...

...and so is my blog.

I'm just currently studying my ass off for the past few weeks. So.. yeah. That explains it.


Last week, we skinned and dissected a cat. Define HORRIFYING.
I was so close to throwing up and tears ('cause of the formaline!! Gah. Masakit sa mata kaya..)
We almost missed our Philosophy 102 class because of that stupid brain and spinal cord. We even fucking dissected under the fucking rain, man.

My Health Care 101 professor is starting to really piss me off.
Tamad mag-lecture pero masipag magpa-quiz and retdem. FUCK YOUUUUUUUU.

Mini and major practicals na naman sa Anatomy and Physiology.. BABAWI AKO PRAMIS.
'Cause from what I've heard, wala raw pumasa sa pracs. WTF diba? TELL ME THIS ISN'T HAPPENINGGGGGG.

Lab manuals will be again collected next week. I can't believe we already have a dozen of specimens to draw and a hundred of pictures to color. Ano ba 'to, ART CLASS?!?!



CAKE FIESTA is on Saturday. But the officers picked 5 winners per class a while ago for the regular sized cakes and.. I WON!! =) I'm soooooo pigging out.

I regularly have cheering practices on Saturday afternoons and Sunday mornings..
I'm now officially a flyer and I was asked to eat less...
Less meaning, less rice or none at all. No meat. More on fibers like veggies and fruits.
WHAT THEEEEEE--------


Save me.. =P

{ I'm still singing.. happy songs =)
Baby it ain't over 'til it's
effing over ♥ }

Thank you...

(this is by order..)

Mycko, Ed, Kyle, Butch, Mom, Michael, Pau, Meryl, Mariz, Dale, Ate Carmel, Daddy, Ate (i miss you), Tepai, Tita Claire, Uncle Feddy, Dannyboy, Denden, Chit, Neil, Ate Izah, Ate Ilene, Kuya Tone, Baby Ashley, Myk, Kuya Toffer, Nash, Angel, Jasper, Frances, Kuya, Margo, Lea, Jom, Jared, Tita Avic, Pam, Oma, Ate Net, Paciang, Danica, some guy named Doweeh, Jules, Prince, Odi, Bebe, Yods, Leyn, Nikolai, Pedro, some guy named Kiff Amin, and Sherrie..

Thank you for the happy-birthday-greetings =)

(sa mga wala dito pero nag-greet din sakin, sorry medyo short term memory eh..)






















Oh btw. I waited all day for your call......................

Happy birthday to me.. ♥