I'm not yet dead...

...and so is my blog.

I'm just currently studying my ass off for the past few weeks. So.. yeah. That explains it.


Last week, we skinned and dissected a cat. Define HORRIFYING.
I was so close to throwing up and tears ('cause of the formaline!! Gah. Masakit sa mata kaya..)
We almost missed our Philosophy 102 class because of that stupid brain and spinal cord. We even fucking dissected under the fucking rain, man.

My Health Care 101 professor is starting to really piss me off.
Tamad mag-lecture pero masipag magpa-quiz and retdem. FUCK YOUUUUUUUU.

Mini and major practicals na naman sa Anatomy and Physiology.. BABAWI AKO PRAMIS.
'Cause from what I've heard, wala raw pumasa sa pracs. WTF diba? TELL ME THIS ISN'T HAPPENINGGGGGG.

Lab manuals will be again collected next week. I can't believe we already have a dozen of specimens to draw and a hundred of pictures to color. Ano ba 'to, ART CLASS?!?!



CAKE FIESTA is on Saturday. But the officers picked 5 winners per class a while ago for the regular sized cakes and.. I WON!! =) I'm soooooo pigging out.

I regularly have cheering practices on Saturday afternoons and Sunday mornings..
I'm now officially a flyer and I was asked to eat less...
Less meaning, less rice or none at all. No meat. More on fibers like veggies and fruits.
WHAT THEEEEEE--------


Save me.. =P

{ I'm still singing.. happy songs =)
Baby it ain't over 'til it's
effing over ♥ }

Thank you...

(this is by order..)

Mycko, Ed, Kyle, Butch, Mom, Michael, Pau, Meryl, Mariz, Dale, Ate Carmel, Daddy, Ate (i miss you), Tepai, Tita Claire, Uncle Feddy, Dannyboy, Denden, Chit, Neil, Ate Izah, Ate Ilene, Kuya Tone, Baby Ashley, Myk, Kuya Toffer, Nash, Angel, Jasper, Frances, Kuya, Margo, Lea, Jom, Jared, Tita Avic, Pam, Oma, Ate Net, Paciang, Danica, some guy named Doweeh, Jules, Prince, Odi, Bebe, Yods, Leyn, Nikolai, Pedro, some guy named Kiff Amin, and Sherrie..

Thank you for the happy-birthday-greetings =)

(sa mga wala dito pero nag-greet din sakin, sorry medyo short term memory eh..)






















Oh btw. I waited all day for your call......................

Happy birthday to me.. ♥

STOP.

First off, stop meddling with my life. I know you're just concerned about me and all, especially now that you have this "issue". I get you. You're just concerned.
But you have just crossed the line.
Pwede bang 'wag ka nang mangielam?! IS THAT SO EVER POSSIBLE FOR YOU?! Lahat na lang ng bagay gusto mo may opinion ka. Ayos lang yon. Opinion mo yun eh. Pero minsan, nakakasira ka na ng buhay ng ibang tao. 'CAUSE YOU'RE NOT SENSITIVE ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT YOU'RE ALREADY FUCKING THINGS UP.
Simula pa lang ganyan ka na. Lahat na lang ng makikilala namin gusto mo kilala mo ren. Fine. Wala naman yun sakin eh kasi akala ko friendly ka lang talaga. Pero nung tumagal, pucha. Gusto mo lang pala na marami kang machismisan. You wanted our business to be your business too.
You wanted to be the boss of us.
You were always miss-know-it-all.
You wanted to be IT.
You're such a selfish bitch.

San mo ba nakuha ang pagka-usisera mo?!
Naman! Kung gusto mo lang makielam sabihin mo na ng diretsyo! Hindi yung may pa I'm-just-concerned-and-all ka pang nalalaman.

Teka nga! Sino ba ang ginamit sa ating dalawa?! Alam mo na ngang gagamitin ka lang pero NAGPA-GAMIT KA PAREN. Ikaw, alam mo nang mali, ginawa mo paren. At least for me, I didn't see this coming. But what you don't know is that I'm working my ass off to fix this shit up. Palibhasa nanghihimasok ka kasi kagad. Hinay hinay lang. Kala mo naman kung sino ka eh kung tutuusin, ayaw ko man sabihin eh, ikaw pa nga ang mas talo. Ayusin mo muna buhay mo bago ka mangielam sa buhay ng iba.

Alam mo kung kanino ka dapat mas maging concerned? Dun sa nagpapakatanga nating kaibigan. Hindi sa akin. Sino ba saming dalawa ang nasasaktan? Siya diba?
Sino ba ang niloloko saming dalawa? Siya.
Sino ba ang nahihirapan saming dalawa? Siya na naman.
Sino ang ginagamit saming dalawa? Siya pa ren! (tsch.. pareho lang pala kayo)
Don't get me wrong. Wala akong intensyong manakit ng ibang tao.. kaya nga nangyayare 'to eh. ALAM KO ANG GINAGAWA KO BUT THIS IS JUST TOO PERSONAL FOR ME TO TALK ABOUT WITH YOU OR ANYBODY ELSE. Kahit na ba gano tayo ka-close, wala ka pa ren karapatan para magsalita ng kung anu-ano sa kung kanikanino. I'm trying to fix this SHIT and pucha! You keep on messing it up naman! Tigilan mo na nga!!!

This has nothing to do with you, OKAY?!

It's none of your friggin' business so PLEASE.

Just. Leave. Me. Alone.

Please don't take this the wrong way.
Ayaw kitang awayin (but this is exactly how I feel and I hope you understood every single thing that has been said) and I have no other way of saying this to you but through here.. 'cause I know that you read my blog and.. yeah.. duwag akong sabihin sayo 'to ng harapan..

I'm sorry.

But this is just too much.
You have got to STOP.