Sunday, July 6, 2008

STOP.

First off, stop meddling with my life. I know you're just concerned about me and all, especially now that you have this "issue". I get you. You're just concerned.
But you have just crossed the line.
Pwede bang 'wag ka nang mangielam?! IS THAT SO EVER POSSIBLE FOR YOU?! Lahat na lang ng bagay gusto mo may opinion ka. Ayos lang yon. Opinion mo yun eh. Pero minsan, nakakasira ka na ng buhay ng ibang tao. 'CAUSE YOU'RE NOT SENSITIVE ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT YOU'RE ALREADY FUCKING THINGS UP.
Simula pa lang ganyan ka na. Lahat na lang ng makikilala namin gusto mo kilala mo ren. Fine. Wala naman yun sakin eh kasi akala ko friendly ka lang talaga. Pero nung tumagal, pucha. Gusto mo lang pala na marami kang machismisan. You wanted our business to be your business too.
You wanted to be the boss of us.
You were always miss-know-it-all.
You wanted to be IT.
You're such a selfish bitch.

San mo ba nakuha ang pagka-usisera mo?!
Naman! Kung gusto mo lang makielam sabihin mo na ng diretsyo! Hindi yung may pa I'm-just-concerned-and-all ka pang nalalaman.

Teka nga! Sino ba ang ginamit sa ating dalawa?! Alam mo na ngang gagamitin ka lang pero NAGPA-GAMIT KA PAREN. Ikaw, alam mo nang mali, ginawa mo paren. At least for me, I didn't see this coming. But what you don't know is that I'm working my ass off to fix this shit up. Palibhasa nanghihimasok ka kasi kagad. Hinay hinay lang. Kala mo naman kung sino ka eh kung tutuusin, ayaw ko man sabihin eh, ikaw pa nga ang mas talo. Ayusin mo muna buhay mo bago ka mangielam sa buhay ng iba.

Alam mo kung kanino ka dapat mas maging concerned? Dun sa nagpapakatanga nating kaibigan. Hindi sa akin. Sino ba saming dalawa ang nasasaktan? Siya diba?
Sino ba ang niloloko saming dalawa? Siya.
Sino ba ang nahihirapan saming dalawa? Siya na naman.
Sino ang ginagamit saming dalawa? Siya pa ren! (tsch.. pareho lang pala kayo)
Don't get me wrong. Wala akong intensyong manakit ng ibang tao.. kaya nga nangyayare 'to eh. ALAM KO ANG GINAGAWA KO BUT THIS IS JUST TOO PERSONAL FOR ME TO TALK ABOUT WITH YOU OR ANYBODY ELSE. Kahit na ba gano tayo ka-close, wala ka pa ren karapatan para magsalita ng kung anu-ano sa kung kanikanino. I'm trying to fix this SHIT and pucha! You keep on messing it up naman! Tigilan mo na nga!!!

This has nothing to do with you, OKAY?!

It's none of your friggin' business so PLEASE.

Just. Leave. Me. Alone.



Please don't take this the wrong way.
Ayaw kitang awayin (but this is exactly how I feel and I hope you understood every single thing that has been said) and I have no other way of saying this to you but through here.. 'cause I know that you read my blog and.. yeah.. duwag akong sabihin sayo 'to ng harapan..

I'm sorry.

But this is just too much.
You have got to STOP.

3 comments:

churvah said...

hala!
may kaaway ka?

tsk,tsk..kung sino man un,
kung ano man un..

sana maayos na.
smile na..^_______^

napunding alitaptap... said...

aba napakataas ng energy. ayan after that, dapat mahinahon na ha. ..

sana you felt relief after writing all these..

flyfly!

Señora Regina said...

churvah-- Bebe, wala akong kaaway.. naglalabas lang ako ng sama ng loob =)

napunding alitaptap-- Okay na ko. Hehe =)