Bitin.

It's a good thing there's plurk noh? I mean, I was at Trinoma kasi the other day and I got to bring my brother's laptop (unauthorized, of course hehehe). I was waiting for my bitchy friends, who're ever sooooo late ya know, at Starbucks. I went online and checked my plurk account (after so many years months) and saw @#%&*!'s plurk that says, "Kasama si *** sa krispy kreme, trinoma. Hinihintay sila ***** at *****. Dalian niyo!"

Uhh.. how gay, I thought.

All of a sudden, PANIC. Putangina!! @#%&*!'s here in Trinoma!! Today?! Right now!? Sheeeeeeheeeeet!

Ano ba yan. I'm wearing shorts and sando and he's here pa in Trinoma! What if he sees me?! What will he think? Na I'm so squatter?? Na I've become very manang unlike the modelesque girls he mingles with everyday?? Na I look so dugyot!! GAAAAAHHHH!!! I can't let him see meeee!!!!!!

Super panic ever, I called Sarah, with only 16pesos worth of poverty load and told her to get her butt here already because I'm sooooo...
Ja: Nawiwiwi na ko!
Sarah: Edi mag-cr ka muna! I'm still here in Makati and God knows when this traffic is going to end.
Ja: I can't!
Sarah: Why not?
Ja: I.. already ordered a frap and a cinnamon roll. (palusot #1)
Sarah: Leave it there with your bag. No one will get that noh.
Ja: Are you nuts? I can't just leave my food here. Some psycho might put drugs in there.
Sarah: Hahahahahahahahaha gaga.
Ja: Bilisan mo na kasi.
Sarah: If only I could fly, Ja. If only I could fly...
Ja: Tangena! If my bladder tears open, I'm blaming you!
Sarah: Ccr lang kasi ayaw pa.
Ja: Eeeeh. I have the laptop with me! Alanganamang dalhin ko pa to sa cr? (palusot #2)
Sarah: Ask the guard to watch over your stuff first.
Ja: No! I'm waiting for you. Until you get here, I'm not going to the loo.
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Waaaaaah! I'm soooo desperate. Kasi what if @#%&*! decides to go to Starbucks and sees me there?! Aypota.
I had no other idea but to go to another nearby mall. If I stay there, kahit na gaano kalaki ang trinoma at kahit na gaano pa ko kaliit, makikita at makikita paren ako nun. I don't know how, but I just know he will. If not him, his friends might. So I did the most loser thing ever, I walked all the way to SM north carrying all my notebooks, newspapers, laptop and my frap (syempre di naman totoo na umorder ako ng cinnamon roll no. Palusot nga lang yun.) Ka-iniz!
Just when I got there inside SM, ang stupid kasi dun pa lang ako nagcheck ng phone. Si Maya pala was there in Trinoma na. Argh!! Nahiya naman ako papuntahin pa siya sa SM north just because of my kagagahan, so naglakad na lang ako ulit all the way back to Trinoma. Gusto ko sana mag-cab kaso baka tawanan lang ako ng taxi driver. In fairness, ang bigat ng dala ko ah. But I took that as a punishment for me.

Ang feeling ko kasi.

Eh ano naman ngayon kung makita ako nung lalakeng yun? Eh ano naman kung sabihin niyang mukha akong manang? Ano naman kung sabihin niyang squatter ako cause I'm soooo dugyot? Totoo naman lahat ehhhhh.... huhuhuhuhu :(

O sige, self-pity, GO REIGN OVER ME.


Fate likes to play with me cause when I got there at Trinoma, I saw him.
And tadah! He saw me too.
He smiled.
I waved. At kunware nagulat pa ko na nandun siya. SHAME ON ME. NAPAKA-IPOKRITA MO, JA.
I walked away to where Maya is tapos nagulat ang lola mo, may kumalabit sakin aaand... it was him.
Siya: Hi! Kamusta na?
Ako: Okay naman :)
Siya: Sino kasama mo?
Ako: Friends :)
Siya: Aaah okay. Pumayat ka ah.
Ako: (Who the hell is he kidding?! Tumaba nga ako eh! Iniinsulto pa ata ako. Agh!) Haha hindi kaya :)
Siya: Oo kaya :)
Ako: (pota) Haha :)
Siya: O sige mukhang hinihintay ka na ng mga friends mo.
Ako: Yup. K bye :)
Siya: Text text na lang. Uhm, nagpalit ka na ba ng number?
Ako: Yup. (Ack! Bakit ko sinabiiiiiiiii?????)
Siya: Ah ganon, ano na ba number mo?
Ako: Hehe 091-------- :) (Ay.)
Siya: Okay. Ako same number paren. Sige see you! :)
Ako: Bye! :)


Kinam. Ang tanga ko paren.
After a gazillion hours, dumating din si Sarah. We ate at Sbarro and I pigged out because I didn't have any plans on telling them what had happened. So kain lang ako ng kain while they make daldal the whole time. Then we watched Eagle Eye.
At the movie house, I checked my phone before the movie started and...

"You look good, Ja. Still going to the gym? :)"
- from him

Naiinis na ko. What is this silly game he's trying to play on me?! Hindi ko alam bakit ganun naffeel ko pero tangena, he's soooooooo hot already. Please wag na siya magtext?? PLEASE!

Hindi ko nga nireplyan.